
背光的操場
你也和他融為一體了
還好很遠
不會有瞎了眼的死國中生把球砸到你
快跑。
最後,
不要叫我"小黑"
我厭惡這個同化名詞。
location 精誠中學


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今天最後兩節課在做班上的大掃除,這個髒到深處無怨尤的學校最近為了國一新生大整門面,砍了多餘的樹枝,重整了多此一舉的花圃泥牆,畫蛇添足的擦了橘色油漆看不順眼又擦回灰色;要求學生不能站著吃飯,每天巡堂說有多少次就有多少次,探進頭看上課情形已經不是新鮮事,坐在窗戶旁的學生都要有超乎常人的警覺心,就算被人盯著看也得裝得神態自若絲毫不心虛。
但這次打掃雖然很累,但這也大概是高中最後一次能夠和班上同學一起努力完成的工作了。
Love fool/The Cardigans
Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
you love me no longer, I know
and maybe there is nothing
that I can do to make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
that I ought to stick to another man
a man that surely deserves me
but I think you do!
So I cry, and I pray and I beg
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you
Lately I have desperately pondered,
spent my nights awake and I wonder
what I could do have done in another way
to make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
as long as you don't go
So I cry, I pray and I beg
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
Love me love me
I know that you need me
I can't care about anything but you
【聽見斯德哥爾摩Stockholm Touch 】
【向芭莎之父裘賓致敬之歌"伊帕內瑪" The music of Antonio Carlos Jobim "IPANEMA" 】
■收錄包括「來自伊帕內瑪的女孩」「三月雨」「快樂」在內,嚴選出最經典的15首歌曲
【小草地二年級音樂同學會】
【Tori Amos/Little Earthquakes】
【Cat power】
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我想我愛上的是被人放在手心上疼愛的感覺,把我當成像小妹妹小女人那樣呵護,原來我也無法拒絕他人的溫柔,是過度缺乏嗎?還是總覺得不夠?
不再認為我能夠自己完成很多事,是牽著我的手帶著我走,一旦對方是這樣有主見的,有想法的,我就變得退縮許多,中道的回應和呆呆的傻笑也成了習慣性的表示。
說真的,我完全抵抗不了別人對我好。
尤其這樣一個成熟體貼的男人。
只是我們都懂這不是愛,你說你太瘋狂了,我也覺得自己不是太正常,本來決定這樣就夠了,至少忽略了你,我仍舊可以假裝沒事發生過,你可以很輕易的就消失在我生活中,或許你根本沒存在過我的生活上,當然自己欺騙自己這種事我常做,不然怎麼保持傻傻的生活。
回來的路上不停repeat這首Tori Amos的Leather,好似詼諧的對我唱著,很高興你也喜歡這首歌。
Leather by Tori Amos
Look Im standing naked before you
Dont you want more than my sex
I can scream as loud as your last one
But I cant claim innocence
Oh God could it be the weather
Oh God why am I here
If love isnt forever
And its not the weather
Hand me my leather
I could just pretend that you love me
The night would lose all sense of fear
But why do I need you to love me
When you cant hold what I hold dear
Oh God could it be the weather
Oh God why am I here
If love isnt forever
And its not the weather
Hand me my leather
I almost ran over an angel
He had a nice big fat cigar
in a sense he said youre alone here
So if you jump you best jump far
Oh God could it be the weather
Oh God why am I here
If love isnt forever
And its not the weather
Oh God could it be the weather
Oh God its all very clear
If love isnt forever
And its not the weather
Hand me my leather